Sunday, January 23, 2005

since for the rest of today...after i wake up...i ll be super bizi so no time to blog...i want to tolk bout my 8 subs...how in the world m i going to do well...first...need self control....no nonsense...can u go home one day n not use the comp at all...cultivate the i wont use comp habit...act like its an everton fan...aviod at all cost...i believe its not deleting the stuff but limiting ur use....easier said den done thou....i mean if i wanted...i could jus delete it...but i tink i mus teach myself dis lesson....as for my subs...physics...amath is on the rise....chem chi n emath jus need to work hard....so let see....english is super crasi...but the stuff i got 4 hw is quite hard...i hope i dun get those standard in Os or sure die wan....n no dry dry leaflets to write will help....as for my humanities...dey r the ones i m most worried about...i hav been doing well in dem for the last 3 yrs but noe dey seem to be going down the drain...i need to find the hole in the pipe n recify it soon or my humans will become inhumans....my SS n lit all so crap n dun hav tht motivation anymore....i need to work hard....need to find motivation...maybe i too perfectionist...i feel tht everything i do is not enuf...even thou sometimes its true like the SS ques i jus did....but how how how...my prefectionist attitude makes me veri grumpy even thou i m fine after awhile...feel veri pek chek...i wish i got 1 day mc on monday so i can totally catch up...i still got chinese hw to do :((...but i m going to bed anyway...motivation for lit n SS...come out come out where ever u r....n now i need to tolk to myself cus ppl r all offline at dis hr...but thts good so i wont use msn haha....

|cowpoo| 2:27 AM|

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